if u're not the one.....

IF U'RE NOT THE ONE-DANIEL BEDINGFIELD


If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?



::like this song so much::
::bila dgr lagu ni, mesti pk kt dy::

emosianal....

hye...
hm kali ni aku bcerita dlm keadaan emosi...
sungguh...
ttba cm emo semacam...

ok la..
last nyte aku kua...
jmpe a.s....
the only bestfren aku yg ngah cuti skrg ni...
5hb dh fly smula ke jpun...

act dy ada gf...
kami kwn pn dh lama...

so smlm...
kua jap ngn dy...
dy menunaikan jnji2 dy...
blnje aku big apple n yong taufu...
thnx u... :)..
insyaallah next tyme i plak yg blnje....

hmm...
gaya kami dh mcm adk bradk....
syg aku kt dy sma cm aku syg fadilah....
mmg aku slalu share prob ngn dy...

tp tu la..
aku tkt...
ak jd org ke3 antr dy n awek nye..
kekdg aku serba salah plak...

aku xde niat pn nk tackle dy...
just nk kwn...
fmly dy pn baik...
bila tgk mak dy, mbuatkn aku rndu mak aku....

lbh kurang je mereka...
tp tu la...
td tergatal nk tnye dy..
yela..
kna tau juga ape yg awek dy rasa...

dy kata awek dy ada la marah...
tu biasa la pmpn....

aku diam je la...
tp sesungguh nye...
aku takde niat len slain berkwn rapat...

pastu aku gtau dy...

ati aku hnye kt org tu je...xde org len...ati ni tak terbuka tuk mn2 laki slain muhd fikri bassar....wlwpn aku rasa tuk bcinta ngn dy adalah 1 perkara yg mustahil...
tp xpe la...
aku pasrah je...

so masa anta a.s ke LRT wngsa maju...
ati aku dh sayu...
sdih...
myesal...
sume bercmpur aduk...
rndu...
syg...
sume ada lah....

aku rasa mcm aku ni lemah gler.....
tak ley nk btahan smp abis blaja....
tp lau smp abis blaja...
penantian tu berbaloi ker???
layak ke aku tuk diri nye...
sape la aku d mata nye...
mngkin ttba akn dpt kad jmputan kwin dr nye...

mesti aku kecewa truk kn.....
hncur nye ati aku d kala wktu itu.....
tp mmg silap aku la....
aku la yg bodoh..
oh God...i'm not strong enough....
aku makin lemah ngn perasaan ini....

knp emo sgt nih...
wake up eita!!!!!
be strong!!!!!

bnyk laki len kt lua...
*tp aku nk dy jugak!!!*
dgil nye ko eita...
*aku mmg dgil pn!*

::lantak la aku nk tulis ape..blog aku::

hobi baru...

hye all....

hm kali ni aku nk share la hobi baru aku...
dulu aku gler ber fb...
hahahha...
tp skrg aku gler msuk forum....

pastu dorg tu mmg happening la....
skrg ni aku suke msuk web kenariclub.net...
best...

dorg mmg sporting....
smp kekdg nk myampuk dorg kata pn naik segan....
hahahaha....

tp so far best la...
fb pn aku still addict...
cume kureng dh skrg nk men farmville ke farm town ke...fish ville ke....
ape2 pn....

aku suke....

pesanan ibu ku..

hye all...

last week aku blik jb...
then cm biasa la..
borak2 ngn my mum...

my mum dh tak mcm dulu la..
kira dh open...
so aku ley la cite mcm2...
ngn sape aku bkwn sgala...

lau tak, dulu mn la aku brani...

so nk d jadikan cite....
last week my fmly trun s.alam...
so my mum jmpe la kwn2 masa dy g haji ritu...

yg tak ley tahan...
ley lak mber dy offer dua org ank bujang...
hasihh...
dan mak aku lak ley lak tnye aku...

gler!!...
tak nk aku...
aku ckp ngn mak aku yg aku tak bminat...
hnye dy je di ati aku...

so masa blik jb...
still borak2 lagi..
pasal future...
pastu aku kata la...
lau nk crk bf pn, aku akn crk yg tua dr aku...
aku lahir bln 1...

so lau sbaya ngn aku...aku ssh skit nk dgr kata or ape2 je la...
phm2 je la..
pmpn ni kdg2 cpt skit matang nye...

so mak aku tnye la sal 'f' or nickname nye wunan asura...
hm aku kata la..
cm biasa je...
kwn...
tp dy bz...xpe la..ita phm...

so last2 mak ku pn berkata...

'xyah la dulu bercinta2 ni...ita abiskn stdy dulu...nnt dh abis br la pk...

aku pn ok kn je la...

so nk tngu aku abis stdy...
ada la lam 2thn lbh agi....
hahahah...
makin lama la aku single...

tp bley ker????

insyaallah pasti bley!

hospital ampang putri

hye all...

hmm..

entry kali nih aku nk cite yg aku duk ampang putri..
sehari je lah bermalam kt sni...

bkn sbb aku yg msuk sepital neh...
hehehe...

aku melawat A.S ni ha...
sbb dy operation tgn...
so dr rbu ari tu aku dh duk teman dy kt sni...

nsb baik rbu kelas aku mlm....
so bnyk la masa...

khms lak dy operate lengan...
biasa la org yg kuat menjaguh...
hahahhaa....
tgn yg retak dulu sakit smula...
so kna la operate...
hahahhaa....

so pas kelas statistic...
blik umh, kemas skit2 dan gerak ke sni...
fmly dy pn ada kt sni....
dorg bermalam kt sni...
awal gak aku bgn...
hahahaha....

so aku pn on9 la...
blog ni pn dh lama tak d update....

pas ni...lam tgh hari...
nk menjaguh ke jb...

pe lg lau tak sbb nk sain agreement pt...
cpt la msuk...
den dh takdo duet...
huhu...

hmm...
ni 1st time aku ke sni...
mula2 aku park dekat ngn medan selera....
dkt ngn petronas...
A.S nye keje ahh...
siot btul....

so..ari khms aku park dkt ngn hospital..
so rm4 per entry...
takde la aku menapak jauh sgt...
hahahhaa...

::sat agi mjguh blik jb::
::mishh my home::
::mish my mum::

bz terlampau...

hye all...

lama aku tak meng update blog aku nehh...
bz gler...
smp tdo pn tak cukup...
tp now agak lega skit la...
coz 1 event dh lps...

so ley la rlx2 skit...
cume mngu ni agak bz ngan mid term test...

tp tu takde la sgt...
ley stdy agi...

lau nk d bnding kn mngu2 lps..
adehhh...
mmg bz gler...
huhu...

mmg terkejar2 masa...
pas kelas je kna rushing ke s.alam...
jmpe org tu org neh...

tak pn nk crk sponsor...
time2 bz tu jugak la lect nk wt kelas gnti la, itu la ini la...
mmg bnyk gler la dugaan...
huhu...

tp alhmdulilah dh sttle 1 event...
so menanti event fadh lak bln 4 nnt...

asgnmt pn tak grk ape lg ni...
aiyooo...
nsb baik 1 je asgmnt...
hopefully ley siap as soon as possible...

dis week nk blik jb..yehaaa....

tp kejap je la...
coz my exbf dtg crk smula...
sgt2 semak...
blah la dkau dr kwsn umh ku itu...