i wish....

i always wish dat

zam will fetch me and we hangout together...

i want him look at me..

like he imagine me be4..

my attire...

like others girl...

with high heels n kemeja

i always wish dat

he is someone dat i can share all my though...

share all my tears n fears...

my happiness

he will lend his shoulder when i need him...

he, the someone dat i will hug when i feel bad..

feel sad...

feel happy...

the someone i really miss...

the someone dat i really love...

yeahh..

i really love him...

love him damn much...

the love make me crazy...

but i know...

only me feel like dat...

he love me like his fren...

when he go from my life..

i feeling down...

all memories between he and me always play inside my head...

but i know..

all this thing wont happen...

mybe he is not my destiny...

what ever i do...

where ever i go...

i always think about him...

i always pray,

1 day he will find him

like he said be4...

and we will back like oldest...

i really miss dat time...

hopefully...

1 day i will get happiness...

pray 4 me...